Battles Won and Battles lost

At least all success gurus I have read of have written in a place or other that the power within is what determines the happenings on the outside. Even psychologists have tried this theory and the results did not fall far from this fact. It is even said that illness is more than 50% psychological than it is physical. Interestingly, even an idea whose time has come uses the same analogy. And who could put it more subtle that the swahili's "skio la kufa haliskii dawa"

A lot of negative speak has landed in my ears from different quarters but it has all seemed drawn for a common goal. My friend has told me that dream killers are well alive and kicking and boy, have I not met many. Negatively charged people are constantly looking for a way to dispel this ever high voltage in a bid to free themselves of all the this slavery, because it is without a doubt this kind of thinking that sentences you to a mental jail of slavery.  When all you see in others is fault, never anything good. when all you see is how their features sit badly on them. Sad, bad and chained you are. It slowly starts to manifest and there you are a complete monster devouring on people's emotions, haunting their self esteem with words. We all have a human duty to impact everybody around us positively. 

I am awakened by the many writers who have written and shared words that touched and even changed the way i look at life. I am starting to believe that wisdom is not only in the depth of how much knowledge I possess but in how it impacts my life daily. While at my quest for wisdom, i have also learned that it is possible to be deemed successful and still feel inadequate. The opposite is also true. The book of Luke says it best from the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. Jay block in his blog http://www.personalbrandingblog.com/the-8-enemies-to-success/ put it so well. There is absolutely nothing wrong with looking at all the negative things happening, including people defects. But as we look at them it should be through healing, repairing eyes. The kind that will make good of it.

Seeking counsel is about taking that which benefits you and makes maximum use of it. I take every opportunity to borrow from the ever beaming positive leaders. The are an exceptional lot and their wisdom is open for all. The secret to their success is no secret. it is open, it is within. Through their priceless words of wisdom they have taught me that success is in built. It is hard for anything good to come if it doesn't come from within. Amazingly, even the life I live right now the life I have wanted for myself and it is the limit I have put. Should I push the bar, it will be so easy for me to just move in that direction.

Now I know, that for everything I want i must own it from the bottom of my heart. For every battle, I must purpose to win it from within me and then go out and put a seal because it will already be mine. More wisdom everyday, is it not the perfect definition of the law of attraction? Living by Napoleon Hill's wisdom nugget I know that whatever my mind conceives and believes, I will sure go out and achieve it!

Split the Room!

Ever noticed how easy it is to just live through a day unnoticed? I have... and i know for sure it does not do me any justice. It is easy and somehow comforting to never comment, complain or even compliment. I mean you just have to live around the cliched see no evil, hear no evil and you're good to go. Wait, I used to think that but I have never been further from the truth. Always imagining that if I do not air my views nobody will judge me and everybody will possibly like me. Still, an opinion is formed by all who are present. Each of them makes it their duty to take you to their little court in the mind and sometimes in a gossip corner and dissect it all. Now i know, that it is a good thing because what they say is merely an attempt to validate their existence.

Now I know, the best way to live it is to be the best that I can be. I smile, because i have dreamt big but cowered about accomplishing those dreams. All the while telling myself that they are too big and my head is in the clouds. "come back to planet earth" I say to myself. But John L. Mason cautions me that I will never find real hapiness, I will never be fulfilled until i live my dreams. I am not doing myself justice neither am I being of any good use by being average.

I need me, to cheer me on! Get up and go for it. If you were to speak, be honest with yourself you would tell me that you are struggling with the same feeling. You are afraid of being judged by people who have no idea you gave them that position in your life. Isn't it just ridiculous that we like to hire people secretly and even promote them and let them take charge of our lives. Living life on my own terms is the best gift I can own. This way I will not care about how many people are for me or against me when i walk into a room. I will simply walk in and make a bold statement.
Split the room!

Life like a bar of Chocolate & A glass of wine

I am living my resolution and totally loving it. Having fun with friends, dancing at every opportunity, joking and laughing until my side aches never mind how mild the joke was... I have never loved life more. I am so grateful to God! everyday, I remind myself that I will live to see the Lord's goodness in this present time because the book Psalms chapter 27, verse 13 says it. And try God, He is so true to His promises, I love it! I think am dancing, just by the thought of it.

Lately, I have been living the life I always wanted... Loving myself more each day, loving my family and dancing my way into every new day... I have never been happier. I have drank more red wine, never mind its only a glass a week at most, if I took more I would be overdoing it. I have melted more chocolate in my mouth and savoring every moment of it! ooh and in the the process I learned that life is more like the two! You only have to choose to love it for it to love you back! Then, when you love it you have to strike a balance because too much of chocolate and sick! too much of wine and the rehab door will be the only one that will be good for you!

So as I dance my way into celebrating everyday of my God given chance to explore my purpose, I know for sure that I have to fold my sleeves and get to work. Keeping an account of how I spent my day suddenly gains importance. How easy it is to get busy doing nothing, at the end of the day I dodge my conscience. I refuse to think about how much I procrastinated, I refuse to see how that day went to waste because I did not make any attempt to move closer to my goal... Once in a while I get a bottle of wine for a gift, and say this gift came over christmas and even after easter I can still spot it tucked away looking as though it has only been there for a day! Deception. The fact that I did not make an attempt at getting it done does not mean it only occured to me yesterday or this morning.

So people even chocolate gifts can rot in their beautiful wrappers. I do not want my big ideas and dreams to go down that way. The same way I can not resist the bar of chocolate in my bag, I will treat my dream and big ideas.

Just like a bar of chocolate and a glass of wine and ooh don't they just go down well, TOGETHER?

Light up the world

Here I was thinking that the only permanent thing in life is change. Nothing lasts forever, or so I convinced myself. These exciting thoughts of trying to grow with every passing year have bore fruits, I have allowed myself to see life as malleable. An exciting journey of discovery. But it sometimes can be heart breaking when you realize that only you believe in this analogy, that everybody around you perceives you so wrongly for readily embracing it.

I am health freak, bad enough to count the amount of calories that I consume daily... hey! don't give me that look! Not because all I want is for everybody to be size zero, I ain't that either. I would in fact never encourage anybody to be lighter than the wind! But again I say, feed the waist and you will have to buy bigger belts. When everybody believes in genetic predisposition, I say, the genes have no idea how to be big or small... they only obey our commands they can sway in any direction as long as you show them how.

Amazingly, we all want to be better, wealthier, happier, more successful and ooh so fulfilled. But how can this be when everyday we wake up determined to fight to retain the status quo? " I have never been that person" we sometimes retort. Just because we are supposed to try something we never have...I never want to go outside and try a rain dance with my son because that is not what grownups do, I can't run, I can't change my hairstyle, I can't dress differently and just when you think that you are done with the " I Can Not" The people around you are up in arms resisting the change you have convinced yourself to make... and the cycle is endless.

An old adage goes " Be the change you want to see in the world." If I want to be treated with kindness, I have got to be kind to everybody around me. Sometimes the change I want is never about money or material things, so I go out and attempt to make that change but damn, " I can't" the bug? rears its ugly head and ruins it all. Back to Zero... I like this saying, so true, I had to borrow it!

 I resolve to be, the girl of my dreams... and hopefully that of your dream and when dreams gets realized, we light up the world!